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Those who know me well, know that creativity is a very important thing to me. It always has been, and am not quite sure why.. there just seems to be this endless stream of imagination trying to flood through me at all times. Unfortunately, it only manages to spill over now and then, and never get directed into an even flow that ever results in anything worthy of note.

As much as has been done, never have ah been able to really make something.. alot of projects get started, most don't go very far. Often there are just ideas, and nothing gets done with them at all.. although most stick around in my mind for a long time to come. So they aren't necessariliy completely dropped, just not being used at all.

The answer to this equation, that's been given me, is to find someone else with an equal interest in creativity. Well, ya.. like ah haven't been doing that for the past, what six-plus years? So far, no one shares my interests, or at least not to the same level. It'd be great, absolutely spantacular. Can it happen? Well.. of course it's a possibility, as a dreamer and creator of ideas, this much has to be accepted. It's just, six or seven years of having searched for the person to share ideas with and actually develop into something has turned up naught, and it just gets damn annoying. Ah can't focus on any projects because it's just not worthwhile to me without someone else there to exchange input with, or share the whole thing with.

No, much as it may sound, am not looking for a 'romantic relationship'; quite the opposite, being single makes me very happy. Ah don't need a life / romantic / intimate partner, but a creative one.. to me, that's a whole new level of intimacy. It's been proven, any two people can share in a passion, share each other's minds and bodies, even share a life.. but to share in creating, share a whole world - or more. That's something beautiful.. something that ah long for more than anything else.

The only things ah need in life is enough to get me by, to survive.. as well as good friends to share life with. All ah want in life is to be able to share in something, be useful, and to find a way to channel my creativity into something more tangible.

Ah dunno.. just a rant

  posted by 'Kash @ 5:52:30 PM


Thursday, September 11, 2003  
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